Imperfections

Do you see the beauty?

It is hard to decide which way to go with this site. You know to keep it interesting without giving to much away. Thank God I chose a personal website. Even though, I feel like I may end up in prison somehow over this little journey. That is why I picked the opinionated route. Because everyone has an opinion right. That combined with my personality, and I think my site will be a sure win.

Either way, it is too late now so I might as well have fun. This gives me the need to at least explain my opinion. I have never been the person to care what anyone thinks. Therefore, I express mine. The best way is at the subconscious level. The inherent way. The natural way. In fact, the world needs opinion now more than ever. Especially in a world that has become so monotone and static. Anyway.

I may show you all my drawings from college. I may not. This however is beyond beautiful

I will spare you the definition of the term I picked for this post. I have already showed you a simple way to figure it out for yourself in a previous blog post. Just go to the wonderful world-wide-web and you can see for yourself. It is usually at the top of the list. Merriam Webster definitions. This makes it easy to find the definition for yourself within the limited list of information on the internet these days. Which brings me back to the term picked for this blog because even the internet can be imperfect just like humans obviously.

However, I am not here to technically bash anyone or anything, but myself. Through my strange need to express myself, I have learned that certain people will consider it sarcasm and other people will consider it hate speech. Therefore, I simply look at it as a darned if ya do darned if ya don’t kind of situation. This points out how imperfect everything in life could be if we are not careful. Even humans.

My imperfections are endless really. We could go on and on. I am short. Opinionated. Mean at times even subconsciously. I have discovered that it is almost like it is habit now. Confused about many things in this world despite my efforts to grow and learn. Ugh! Laziness is another downfall of mine, caused usually through the destabilization of my happy state, as well as, procrastination. Forgive me, I am trying to show you I can be vulnerable. Without revealing everything, and this is hard for me.

The main reason I picked this topic today is to show people the beauty of our imperfections especially when it comes to our potential. I say this because by realizing our own imperfections we always have a reason to act, and we can improve or grow. This again in my head is relatable to the science of the human body because even our cells die out regrow and repair whenever some kind of a foreign threat is invading a cell or, you know, when its time is up. I am sure you want sources for me to be able to speak on things like this, but I promise this is basic stuff. It is not my fault if your central processing unit does not have the ability to remember these things, and mine does.

It may be where the phrase computer brain came from

In case you did not get it, I was referring to the brain. The CPU is a computer’s brain, so it makes a perfect comparison for this explanation. Anyway, how can I describe to humans how every part and function of the body needs every single other part and function of the body to work properly through a communication system called the potential and relate it to everyday life on a simpler level any other way. If you have a better suggestion I am all ears. It does not mean I will like it, or that I will choose to act based off the suggestion. Which means I should probably add stubbornness to my ever growing list.

Where the memory is stored and is where all signals are processed before any action takes place… J/S

I know people do not want to hear it, but that only makes people like me scream it louder. Silence is just not an option when speaking about personal experiences and opinion really. How can we discover our good qualities if we cannot discover the not so good ones?

This is where a person might wonder if their imperfections, which are difficult if not impossible to overcome, are even really imperfections at all. Then, we might wonder if we are able to use these imperfections in unusual ways that might refill our energies and passions instead of draining ourselves from these things in the first place. I understand this sounds difficult.

As difficult as it sounds, for me it is important on this venture. Especially if these imperfections were not completely avoidable in the first place. My flaws above are not an inclusive list for reasons evident by now surely. However, I have learned how to embrace my flaws and use them to my advantage when needed. Which for me is ever so relatable to the potential of the human body. My hope is to explain this a bit from my own individual experiences and perceptions of reality (including education) in life, so that others might relate or even benefit.

Before I go, I will warn you. Most people do not understand me, and that is OK, I have embraced this last revealed flaw of mine, and perfected the ability to use it to my advantage as well. Since this part of the ride seems more like a video game to me than a real opportunity for success that is how I will treat it. I wonder if I will go to prison for playing a video game though, and that brings me back to my need for a novel. Do you see, without understanding my own imperfections there would be no need for the book in the first place.

Happy blogging

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